Chased by Unicorn!

Rummaging through cupboards
shuffling sheaf of paper
i look for something
i know is not there, yet...

looking through tittles
neatly arranged on shelves
i try deciphering the story
that has not been told, yet...

the line is getting blurred
between heart and mind
i think what i feel
and, i feel what i think, yet....

this cohesion is more chaotic
than tsunamis of emotions
or thoughts... or both
i don't know what to call it
this oneness of mind and heart...
i survived their battle for supremacy
i could convince one over the other
occasionally, i would give in
to one's diktat or charm
i had one to ward off the other
but today both have united
in chasing me, my soul
something that i have
never seen eye to eye
or faced squarely.

Now, my mind
my heart
the duo - now merged in a unicorn
chase me to search for it
in words, in deeds
in trinkets, hidden beneath
layers of masquerade...

I rummage through cupboards
shuffle through sheaf of paper
dig in words of wisdom
and tales of time
I know, I am to discover it... yet...